Long time no type. LOL. Well I am back with a new exciting blog post. I will warn you all now before you continue to read this. This post is all about religion and what I believe. So if you are very sensitive to this subject exit out of this NOW....
Okay so yesterday at work I had a fellow coworker say some stuff to me that irked my nerve really bad. Okay so she asked me why I was gay. I didnt understand this question at all. She told me that I am a guy so I am suppose to like girls. I looked at her and laughed and explained to her that this is the way I am. I was very offended but I didnt let her know that. Then she asked me if I go to church. I responded with a no. So then she tells me that I need to go to church to repent for all my sins. First off this bitch dont know my fucking life and what i do. But in her eyes obviously I am gay so I am a sinner. Okay I dont give a fuck. I have dealt with dumb closed minded bitches like her before. She asked me if i believe in God.
I believe in God 100 percent but like I told her I dont feel i should have to step in a church to let God know that I love and believe in him. Everyone has their own way of worshiping God. I have been to church once and that was that. I explained to her that I dont go to church because I dont want to be somewhere where people judge me and think I am a abomination for being who I am. That is crazy to me. These people preach bout not judging and shit but they be the first one to judge your ass. They be the first ones to talk shit bout you after the church service is over.
I am not saying all people are like this but church has become a joke because of people who are fucking idiots. We have priest touching little boys. What kind of shit is that? Church has become something that is there to just be there for people who feel like they need to repent for doing evil things. But if you are so into God and you know what is wrong why would you do it. Then think its okay to do it cause you will be at church the next day asking for forgiveness? Are you serious?
Also religion to me has become a cash cow. What happened to the days when people had a rosary and a figurine of Jesus Christ in their houses? Now its all bout pins, car air fresheners, bobble heads, movies, shirts, money with Jesus on it ETC. I mean come on what is all this about? I am so lost and confused as to what religion is anymore. This is all getting out of hand already.
I am not knocking anyone for doing what they do. If you got o church then that is you but for me I cant do it. Maybe if things change in the world of religion but for now I am not down for it. I will always love God and thank him for what he has done for me and my family and everyone I love but I dont think he approves of the way religion is going these days. I am sorry God for the way people are. I hope you can forgive us and know that we still love you.
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