I am sitting here listening to some music and tears are falling. My mind fucks with me a lot. It makes me think of things that I wish I could forget but I cant. I look back at so many things. There were times in my life where I was happy and fulfilled. Lately a lot I been feeling so lost. I feel like I dont know where I'm at. I feel trapped in this world where love doesn't exist. A world where people smile in your face and talk behind your back. This world is full of corrupt people and I cry. I cry cause I wanna go back to the times when there was love and I was smiling from ear to ear cause the love was real. My heart is broken and its not fair. I am a good guy and I deserve to be happy once again. I deserve to have love. To talk to someone on the phone for hours and have them text you that they miss you right after they hang up or haven't seen you in a while. I deserve to be kissed softly and held as I sleep. I deserve it all. My heart is dead and its sad. I never wanted to feel this way again but here I am. Crying cause.....
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| I wish.... |
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