Down the long yellow brick road, the shit aint fancy. The shit don't glitter like it do in the movie with the bitch with the Ruby Shoes...What was it called?....Oh yea...The Wizard Of Oz....In real life you travel down this long ass road to find out who you are and what you want from life. It is a long dry ass road full of happiness and pain. The movie tricks people. There is no fucking Wizard at the end of the road in some castle waiting to grant you a wish. The road is actually never fucking ending.
The shit will keep going and going and going. When you finally do figure out who you are and what you want there is more work waiting for you. I have been traveling a road that was full of detours and broken roads. I was straight, I was gay, I was happy, I was sad, I was mister loving, then I was mister fuck you and your heart. Now at 26 I am still on this road. I felt like I haven't gotten anywhere. My mind is all lover the place. I have been here and there and neither here or there is for me. I want to figure out who I am inside. I want to figure out where my life is suppose to go. At 26 I have a goal in mind but it is so hard to reach. I have obstacles in my way. Ones that I must jump over, and hopefully I wont bust my ass. So the yellow brick road is all smoke and mirrors. There is no easy way out of what you suppose to do in life. There is no get out of jail pass. There is no fucking "I made it...." There is only.... "I'm half way there..." Cause no matter what there is always fucking more.
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