It gets better!!!!!!

Hey there readers. I am here to talk about something that is very serious to me. I am 26 and I knew when I was 10 that I liked boys. I knew from a young age that I was gay yea so fucking what. I have grown up and yes I was picked on. I was teased. I grew up and learned to block people's comments out. I have learned that they can say what they want but they are just words. Now as the years have gone by there have been more and more teen suicides. Younger and younger kids are killing themselves all because ignorant ass fucking people out there wanna tease them.

Gay Pride Month

Hey there readers. This is my first post. I want to let ya know off hand that this blog will not be for kids and for closed minded mother fuckers. See there I go already. Cursing. LOL. I am very opinionated and I will speak my mother fucking mind. There i go again. I started this blog cause of a friend. Kita she told me I should have a blog. So here u go girl. Hope I dont let you down lmao.

This month is gay pride and being a proud gay open man I wanted to share my story with you.

So my name I Anthony. I go by Tony with some people. I am 24 and I knew I was "different" when I was in like the 4th grade. Yea I was young. I hid myself for so many years from my friends and family. It was hard to not be able to be who I was. I am a gay male and I knew this. But I grew up watching gay people on TV shows being put down and hearing stories that being gay was a "sin" I was scared as hell as any young gay male would be.

I entered high school and I met some great people. Kita I met there. I love her. Going off topic lmao. I one day decided that i was tired. I was losing myself by hiding who I was. So I told Kita one day that I wanted to tell my mom. Now at this time I told my niece who is my best friend. So Kita told me to go for it. I said yea let me do it. I wrote my mom a letter and gave it to her. Long story short she accepted it and said she knew. So as the years went by I told more and more of my family members and they are all okay with it.

I am Anthony and I am a gay male. I love being a gay male. I wont apologize at all for who I am. I went through so much to accept myself and love myself. Yeah there was times where I wish i wasnt this way. That was only cause I let stupid ass mother fuckers get to me. Those mother fuckers put me down so bad. I dont hold grudges though and I thank them cause all they did was make me stronger and love who I MOTHER FUCKING AM.

The world will continue to put me down as I get older. This is life and I have learned that I will not let it tear me down. GOD loves me for who I am and I LOVE ME for who I am. So thank you for everyone that has loved me and helped me through my journey of life. I love ya. Dont let anyone put you down because u are YOU!!!!!!!

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